Happiness.

I'm starting to feel super happy now. :)

Okay. So..there's this guy. He works at the Lied Center with me.
He's so funny. He calls me Lamb Chop.
He makes me laugh like no other, he cheers me up, he calls me Sweet Pea and all that.

Is it just me, or am I really starting to like him?

Hmm. Well. I'm okay with it. :D
aaaaaaand he's coming to homecoming. :) yay!

I really need to figure out what my feelings are trying to tell me.


...
x__x it's so confusing.

Ickiness.

Today has been a not so good day. There is no exact reason why.
It's just..around that time of month I guess.
In City Singers I teared up because Nick and Mayme was so cute. And I missed someone from my work and I cried. D:
And out of no where I saw sparks coming out of the ceiling. o___O
I thought I was going crazy.
Then, after that, I was just sad the whole rest of the day.
I don't know why, honestly. I swear it isn't what everyone thinks it is.
Blaah. Now I have to work.
And get up early while everyone gets to sleep in. -___-
Theeeen! Band road trip to Grand Island! :D
SO STOKED!

p.s. Heather Kunz! Thanks for the comment. :)

awkwardness.

I find it stupid when people like more than one person.
They are like, "Oh, I love my boyfriend/girlfriend!" And.. "I'm stuck in a dilemma...I like him too..."
First off, you "love" your boyfriend? I don't mean to be mean about it, but I hate cheaters, or people who just flirt.
I just hate when people get hurt by cheaters, I felt it before. Then it reminds me of it...and that's not good. I'm still effected by it today.
But, seriously. If you are ever caught in something like this, figure it out. Stick with the one you "love", or hurt someone in the end. :/
If you choose the last option, have fun trying to fix the friendship.
IIIIII am not really talking to the last person who hurt me. It sucks.
I wish I was still a part of their life. But hey, life goes on, and it helps me to grow up.
If you are in this situation, the one who is hurting and knows about it, get out of it or talk with that person. Please. I don't want to see any frowny faces about relationships. It makes Katelyn sad. :( Haha.
Blah. What's with me and this person..I am so pathetic.

1 Year.

I find it crazy how the worst day of my life was a year ago. Or, just about. Tomorrow is actually the anniversary of that day.
Every blog that I wrote about that pain, I am sorry for all of you who read them. It must of been annoying reading me rant. Even if you don't read my blogs, I'm sorry.
I've deleted each and everyone of them. Almost, I think..and I've read them before I deleted them. I was so ridiculous bahaha.

It's upsetting to remember that day, but when I look at myself, and see how much I've learned and grown from that, it makes me feel grateful. But then again, I worry about it. Simply because you never know what might happen this year. Especially when you are trapped in high school. Tons of drama and nastiness always happens.

But mostly I'm glad that it's been a year. It shows me how this mistake has made me into a much stronger person. They make me who I am today.
I just gotta stay strong though. It's a scary thought. Even when it means to remove this person from my emotions completely.

Being back at school.

It isn't as bad as I thought it would be.
All the same crap is happening, but basically throughout this summer I taught myself how to ignore it, and as long as that person is happy, then it's all good.
They don't need me, and I don't really need a friend like that either.
Soo..sooner or later, the whole friendship thing will simply die away.

But I just need the strength to move on, and never look back.

Update!

Okay, so I finally made it to blogspot! It's been a while, and there is a lot to update about.
On August 21st I finally got to meet Selena! :DDDDD It was awesome. Carlos and I drove up there and picked her up from the hotel she was staying at. We went to the Westroads mall, and thankfully we didn't get shot (hahaha) and it took forever to find the food court. Carlos didn't know where he was going haha and then I just finally found it. :D HAHAHA I felt awesome. We only got drinks, and I felt like a retard when I got my drink haha. x__x
We came here to Nebraska City. Carlos ran over a raccoon on accident. It was just sitting there chillin' in the middle and then BAM. He got ran over. And we felt it go underneath the car. BAHAHAHA.
After that we had to get Selena's necklace. It took a while. No one was there at the house at first. We went over to my house to get socks and my mom freaked when I told her that I'd be home late to take Selena back to the hotel. It was funny hahahaha.:P We went to pick up Alex too. Then we went bowling. I lost by a landslide. :/ Haha I suck at bowling. Selena and Carlos were pretty good at it! But I just sucked. D: Finally people were at the household that had Selena's necklace. We got it. And our stomachs hurted really bad. :/ But after that, I felt better. We took Alex back and then we had to take Selena back to the hotel. :( It was a sad, sad moment. I felt crappy when we went back home haha. The ride home was scary though. The gas was down low. It was really foggy out. At one point the windows fogged up. I freaked out. It was dark and D: But we got home safely haha. At least I wasn't the one driving haha. It was a fun day. :) I can't wait until the next time that Selena visits. :D

I finally got a job not too long after that. I applied for a position in the dining room at the Lied Center and I got one. I bus tables and stuff. Basically you get the plates that the customers are done with and put them in the dish washing pile, clean off tables when the customers are done, re-set them in the professional dining way, put the little folded napkins in the glasses, fold the napkins, put the dirty linens in the linen closet, stock the ice bucket with more ice, polish knives, double fork tables near the end of the shift along with the B&B plates, and vacuum at the end. It isn't so bad. Even though my feet kill afterwards. It's a good job. It pays, and it's also good exercise. I have a lot of good friends who work with me as bussers. There is Corey, Bailey, and Dan. The servers are nice as well. I got $9 in tips today. I wasn't supposed to work today but I got called in 2 hours before it opened and I went anyways. I was the only busser. It took a very long time to set tables with out a partner. But I got the job done. Even though I felt bad because the servers help me out picking up plates when they didn't have anything else to do. Also, I have a nickname. My nickname is Lamb Chop. Dan gave it to me. He noticed that I set the tables so gently and everything that the little lamb song game into his head and he was like, "Katelyn is a little lamb, little lamb.." ect. Then, lamb chop came into mind. Haha, so every time I work with him I'll here a "What's up Lamb Chop!" :D hahaah. It's soo funny. :)
I think that's about it.
Oh, yesterday I went to Lincoln with Katie to get her hair done at the College of hair design with Megan. She got her top layers bleached. It looks studly. But it took 2 times to bleach it. It's not to the official color that she wants it but it will get there later on. We went to Chili's afterwards and her mom and I was laughing hardcore and I don't even know why. It was hilarious. I love her mom haha. 8 at night her mom wanted to get a new phone at Verizon. Like Verizon would be open at 8! It was soo funny she just came back in the car and she was like, it's closed ahaha. Then after we were done Katie and I sang songs all the way until we got home. We rolled down the windows on the highway and yelled "I'M UGLY AND I'M PROUD!" It was a fun night. There was thunderstorms too. The lightning illuminated the night sky to make it look like it was 3 pm. Theeen we went home. And I fell asleep.
Well that's it. It's getting too long hahaha. :P Well bye bye!

Tomorrow is..

THE DAY THAT I FINALLY GET TO MEET SELENA!

i am so excited.
i wanted to meet her since day 1. x__x







GAAAAAAAAH!

My Birthday.

Well guys, I am finally 16.
I can finally drive all by myself legally. Is that scary? (I am a safe driver hahaha)
I have been growing up so fast and I recently realized that.
Saturday we had a sleepover party for it, Sunday we had a party with my family and 2 friends over, and Monday was the real big day. I had to go to band camp. :/
But it wasn't that bad hahahaha.
Later on the day, I got sad. I was expecting for this person who used to be real close to me to say happy birthday. Last year, that person did it bright and early in the morning. Soo, as night fell, I was thinking..that person won't even do it.
Aaand I got emotional over it. It was really stupid. My friends comforted me about it, I love them so much. Each and everyone who cares enough to put up with my stupid emotions. Ugh. I do have to admit, it was stupid to get emotional over that.
Then later they did wish me a happy birthday. hahahaha.
It's still different. But. Oh well, because I learned a lot from my best friend Carlos last night. :)

He's really funny, and honestly I think he's one of the first guys who don't really seem to play around with girls. That's what I like about him. And so much more.
I can't wait to see what this year holds.

Memories.

I hate it when I call someone, and listen to their voice mail that has not been changed since forever, and remember the good memories of the old version of that person.
I was doing fine in the situation, but everything else overwhelmed me and I cried.
That person has changed so much.

Mother eff I was doing soo good! ._____.

Well. I'm off to band camp. Mr. Olsen still hasn't gave me my piccolo yet. >___>
I don't wanna play flute anymooore. It hurts my shoulder. D:

k byebye! :)

Project Beautiful.

Today we had a birthday party for Nhi today. (:
It was fuun. I stuffed myself with some mexinoms, ate half of my cake and drank so much McDonald's sweet tea. And now, I am so tired and bloated.
I look like 2 months pregnant bahahah. I SWEAR that I am not pregnant just an fyi. (:
I would not do that hahaha.
We went to Wal-Mart, bought some sticky notes, and we right cute little encouraging notes saying, "You're beautiful," "Someone cares about you," "Smile. It looks good on you," ect.
It made me feel great. It will leave a smile on a person's face. Or a WTF face haha.
I had a great time today. Aaaaaand now I am so tired.
Soo I am going to bed early today.
I hope I go shopping for school clothes tomorrow. x__x
Next week: Hannah's sleepover theeeeeen a week after that, Selena comes to Nebraska! :D WHOOO! PARTY IN MY SMALL ITTY BITTY TOWN! :D
so excited.
prepare to read an awesome blog about our day haha. :)

:D

Okay so now I have a new phone with the same number. :)
So if you have my number its okay to text now lol.
I am happy. This means

Carlos came home today. We are going to hang out and get some mexinoms at El Portal! :D akdlfjakd;lf yuuum.
This thursday we have to start band camp. :( No me gusta.
And I guess this is all I have to say.

p.s. this is my 100th post. o__o jeez i blog too much bahaha.

R.I.P. agaaaain!

Now, my phone has officially died.
The poor little old phone has been beaten to death every time I have dropped it.
Heather already knows that it's been weird lately hahaha. :P
And now, to get revenge, the screen is jacked up.
Aaand maybe I am getting a new phone, that's crappy. But I don't care. I just want to text to my friends. But the phone I might get will have a camera on it. HAHAHAHA YESSS.

soo. when i get a job. this is what i need to save up for: laptop, and a car. and maybe a phone with an actual plan..but that comes later on.
and of course. i need to save up for college.

ohh dear.

new obsession

One day I started to curl my hair.
And now I love it. I finally got it right. I've been doing it everyday now.

Soooo. My friend is getting trying her man back. And this weekend she's gonna see him. They still like each other an all. At Hannah's party I'm going to curl her hair that morning and get her all prettied up. :D I'm so excited. I hope she gets her man back. ;) Hahaha.

Uhhhm. Well. My birthday is coming up. I'm still uncertain of what I'm getting. :S The laptop needs to wait..I want a new iPod touch like my bro's..and school clothes.

Ohh and when I turn 16 I'm going to the DMV and going to Dairy Queen to apply for a job. They are hiring for on my birthday. :) Sooo hopefully I get it?! I need to save money for college and a new computer darnet! Oh, and a car and a new phone. :/ geez. Life is so expensive when you think about it..
Other than that, everything is awesome.
That's all I have to say now. :)
night night. :)

R.I.P.

My laptop has been officially broken. :(
Uggghh. Well. There's another thing on my birthday wish list. :|

VBS!

I looooved it! Yet, I'm so sad that it's all over, and now I have all of the kid's songs in my head. I miss my kids from my crew already.
Watching them learn about God and getting excited for each day for VBS makes me feel so great. This year I actually got better at handling the kids a lot better. Haha, looks like I'm getting better at it! Yet I'm still terrified because of that one time they started to run off in the woods at girl scout camp. D:
I'm excited to sleep in! Except for tomorrow, expressions car wash. :/

Ugh.

Also. 24 days until I turn 16. Yay! I dunno if I'm getting a car soon but I really hope I do. We need a little help at getting one hahaha.
Aaand. 30 days for Selena to get to Nebraska! :D aldkjfa;lkfjaskljf
yessss.
This is all I have to say.
Bye! :D

So maybe I'm not uploading the videos? Gah. Blogspot takes a long time to upload them. Maybe I'll just go with youtube? Haha.
Summer has been okay.
Yesterday I dyed my hair dark mahogany brown. It mostly looks brown, but in the light, you can see liiiittle hints of burgundy. I want it more redder. But I'm just experimenting before school starts. :D
Everyday I get really excited for my mom to get home at 3:30. I've been feeling quite attatched to her lately haha, and it's almost time for her to get home! :D I'm excited.
WAIT. I hear the door opening! :D MY MOMMY'S HOME!
Kay I'm going now haha.
Bye! :D

FAIL

I tried uploading videos on here, but it didn't work.
It's getting pretty late though. I'm going to bed now.
I'll try tomorrow hahaha.

Being confuzzled. >__>

Is not a good thing. Gah I'm always confused.
Not just about simple things in life where my friends say that I belong on the short bus since I'm dumb bahahahaha.
It's about..life in general. The harder things about life.
I'm always conscious if everyone who meant something to me just goes out and walks right out the door. Most of the people who have ran out, I know why they did.
I believe that I do make things more complicated than they already are for things to be fair, or just to help out for someone.
Right now I just have a fear for losing people that mean a lot to me. If everything is so difficult..they are worth keeping. I'm not all that special though.
I just really want someone to tell me what I done right or wrong, because honestly..I don't know what's right or wrong these days. It's like I'm stuck in the middle. :/



This has been a Debby Downer post. It's just a thought that needs to be released.

My best friend is leaving for a monthhh! :(
Arrrrrrgh.
Hm. Well, anyways. I had an awesome time at my dad's house.
I lit fireworks for the first time bahaha. And firecrackers. I would have never touched firecrackers, but I did it! And I didn't blow off my fingers either! Haha. I miss my little sister a lot right now. D:
On Thursday I'm going to World's of Fun/Ocean's of Fun.
I. Am. So. Excited.
:D

I never knew how much I'd really miss this person.
Gosh I feel like I just messed everything up.

:(

c:

I love long, random conversations on
the phone with a special person.

c:

:(

Two of my best friends are gone for Chicago. They sent me this picture a while ago. I cried. :( COME BAAAAAAAACK.

And Selena is gone for Girl's camp. No text messages from her. :(

I MISS THESE FRIENDS! D:

I saw this and I laughed. Most girls are different when it comes to PDA and relationships. When you really like a boy, you shouldn't change the way they are, right?

50 things about myself.

I am really bored. I saw other people do this on their blogs, so I'm just going to give it a try.

1. I have a strange fear of fish since I was a little girl. I have no idea why I am still scared of them, I just think they look...scary.

2. I seem to pop my left big toe a lot and my right knee. I don't know why, they are just really easy to pop.

3. I really find the violin to be an interesting instrument to play. I want to learn how to play it so soo bad.

4. Photography is awesome. It's just plain beautiful, how you can duplicate the appearnance of things from this world onto a photograph and keep it.

5. I have 1 brother, and 1 half sister. Michael is a pain but we laugh at the same things, and Kylee I get to see when I visit my dad. She has a colorful personality, and she's full of energy.

6. I am half Vietnamese. The other half is full of Irish, German, Indian, and maybe more races. I might even be part Chinese. But I feel like a loser. I'm only half Asian. Bahahaha.

7. I've lived in the same house for exactly 12-13 years. I used to hate it. But since we are slowly improving this house, it isn't so bad.

8. I really like to read other people's thoughts. It gets me inspired of what I write, and makes me think about my own opinions on things.

9. I really love it when I find someone who agrees with me on everything. Most of my friends do, and that's why their my friends. What I mean on by agreeing things, it has to do with..morals and stuff.

10. I am really fascinated by outer space. I always love to lie down once in a while and look out the stars wondering what's out there. It makes me realize how small I really am.

11. My room is painted blue. It used to be my favorite color. But now I want to paint it yellow. I looove yellow. It's so bright. I freak out whenever I see something yellow. My goodness I love it.

12. I don't really have allergies. But one day I realized that I am allergic to cats. Whenever I go to my friends house who has a cat, my eyes would get itchy. Then, I went to my aunt's house and my face became itchy. I petted that cat too much. Now I have to take allergy pills before I go to a friend's house with a cat.

13. I love dresses with floral print on them. They just make me want to run out into an open field full of flowers barefoot.

14. I am always on my laptop. Whether it'd be facebooking, blogging, reading, looking at things online, or checking out other's photography. I use my thumb so much for the mouse clicker thingy on here that my thumb nail is messed up. And I don't know what to do with it. :S

15. A couple of years ago I had a love for the Jonas Brothers. I have posters everywhere around my walls. They are still here, and I don't want to take them down because it would look weird.

16. I like to buy a lot of jewelry. Then I wear a piece of jewelry until it grows off of me, then I find another piece of jewelry to wear every single day.

17. I believe in the true love waits rings. I only want to share a part of me with someone I truly love, someone whom I'm married with.

18. Every year during summer, my friends and I have an annual water gun fight to celebrate the beginning of summer. Last year I brought a bucket. This year, I brought one of those cheap rubber boots. It sorta worked, but I don't remember where I left that boot at.

19. I really hate it when someone close to me just doesn't talk to me anymore. :/

20. I used to be a soda drinker. Everyday, I'd have about 3-5 Mountain Dews. But this summer, I'm cutting soda off. I drink a lot of water, juice, and sometimes tea. Once in a while I drink soda, but rarely. And when I do, I get this burn feeling in my stomach.

21. My toothbrush has a red tulip on it. I love it. I was really sad when I couldn't find one with a yellow flower on it.

22. I loooove Bath & Body Works lotions. And their body wash. I only use their body wash. Aaand..I love Victoria's Secret lotions. I only get their lotion from their haha. But I am soo in love with their Pure Seduction lotion. It's my favorite.

23. When I was in 6th grade, I cut my hair really short about to the length of my earlobes. My hair was naturally straight before I cut it. Ever since then, I'd wake up with curly messy hair. It's still curly/wavy. I use a flat iron everyday. Of course, I use a heat protector.

24. I've never met my grandfather on my mom's side of the family..he died in Vietnam just a few years ago. I really don't know my grandfather on my dad's side either...he died when I was younger. My grandma is actually my great aunt. My real grandma..we don't talk about her in my family. She's done bad things. My other grandma speaks Vietnamese..so it's hard to talk with her. But I do have step grandparents. They're wonderful. And another step grandmother that makes me laugh. It makes me feel terrible that I barely know my real grandparents though. :/

25. I am quite good at every subject in school. The only subject that I HATE is history. Or anything that has to do with government. I think it's confusing, and I have to hard core study about it before an exam.

26. I can't wait to get my license. I'm a good driver, trust me.

27. Whenever I talk to someone through the computer, I always make a lot of smileys. My favorites are: :), :D, :P, xD, and D:. The last one is actually quite not good, but it makes me laugh. I think it looks fnny.

28. I always wish that I can paint or draw, but I can't. I'm not so good with making things with my hands wither. That's why I love photography. It's one of the things that I can make and doing a good job on it.

29. When I was little, Michael and I did a lot of weird stuff. We'd put peanut butter on cookies and say that Winnie the Pooh would come along and eat the cookies because we thought the cookies were honey. We did a lot of digging for treasure with my old friend Nola who lives across the street. We found a bell, keys, and a lot of rocks.

30. I was obsessed with The Little Mermaid when I was little. I had a Little Mermaid bed sheets, dolls, pajamas, shirts, Flounder plush toy, and a lot more. I ADORED her.

31. When I was born, I had jaundice. I was soo yellow, that I had to stay under a light after I was born for a while. After I was all cleared up of the jaundice, I was a tan baby. Then a year later I was randomly super white. The doctors left a band-aid on my back, and since I do not have a birthmark, the lighter patch of skin would be my 'birthmark'. So my mom says. But over the years of getting tanned on, I do not have that spot anymore. It makes me sad.

32. I play the flute, the guitar, some piano, and I can sing pretty well in the soprano pitch. In my Junior year, I will participate in expressions and city singers. I am oh so excited.

33. I really love guys who are sensitive. And when they're sad, I love it when I am the first person to give them a hug. It makes me feel special.

34. I eat unhealthy soo bad. I'm working on it right now, and I hope I am doing a good job. :S

35. Lately I get paranoid of all those noises I hear in the middle of the night. They keep me up. Then I get scared. Sometimes I stay up until 1. I'd toss and turn, and get too hot. I end up sleeping on the opposite side of my bed, with a light blanket on. I'd get cold in the middle of the night and put my heavier blanket on. I knock out after that.

36. I really appreciate living in a small town. I have a couple of friends that live by, everyone knows almost everyone, the school is not so big, and it only takes about 4-5 minutes to get where I need to go, like the grocery store. Our tiny town even has a Wal-Mart. They say it's like a 'super' Wal-Mart, like all the others, but I think not. It's way too tiny.

37. My favorite place to shop at is Target. I just love their style of clothes. And their jewelry.

38. I am not a big fan of reading. But once I find that right book, I cannot stop reading.

39. I barely wear make up. All that I wear is foundation, a little bit of mascara and lip gloss or chap stick. When I do wear make up, I look funny and kinda creepy. I hate it. But I love expressing the way I look naturally to others.

40. I really want to fall in love so bad. I know I am really young, but every time I see a cute couple around, I get so jealous. Before I dated anyone, I never get jealous. But after a rough relationship, I'd start to think that I'd miss those simple hugs and holding hands and all that mushy stuff.

41. I laugh at the most randomest things, such as a person saying the word "pudding."

42. I looooove to tickle people, poke their belly buttons, and play with their earlobes to see if they are attached or unattached. Nobody really notice those small details on a person, but I like to! Because I'm weird.

43. I have tiny pinky toes. Please do not laugh at them. :)

44. I am really fascinated by eye color. I am jealous of everyone's eye color besides mine. I probably have the most boringest color ever: brown.

45. When I was younger, I'd always have trouble with Science. But now today, I am a pro at Science. And now I loooove it.

46. I like to poke people's moles/freckles. I barely have any of those, I think they're cute.

47. I have a lovely dog named Buttons. She doesn't live with us though, she lives with my grandma. But technically, she's my dog. I picked her out 5 to 6 years ago. She's a cross between a Shih Tzu/Schnauzer. I love her. She's such a great dog.

48. My brother and I have a loot of pets from the past. We had about 4 dogs, and 6 cats. We had about 1 or 2 pet at once, so we didn't have them all at the same time. We either had to get rid of them, or they went to animal heaven. :(

49. I listen to any kind of music...except for country.

50. I tend to say "that's what she said" a lot. And "eff."


The End. :)

I have the random urge to go out and buy a lot of cute dresses and wear them all the time. :)

Things like this make my day. :)

I FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO USE THE SNIPPING TOOL ON MY LAPTOP! (:

Okay, it wasn't today, but it was yesterday. :) Haha. Mommy. What a noob. I covered his last name, just incase. Last night, we watched Friday the 13th. We hid behind our pillows a lot. :) And I was the only one screaming like a girl. .__.
It was fun. :) But since I was out too much this week, and I lost my keys, (but then I found them..) I have to stay home and clean my room. No fun. Britney and I were supposed to hang but she's going to drop off some stuff I need very soon. I better get a hug from her. :)

Uhm. I woke up at 11ish today. Usually I wake up at 9. I just couldn't sleep last night. You know when your mind keeps on constantly thinking? I just can't sleep when that happens, and what I was thinking was sad stuff. No bueno. D: Gah.

On Tuesday, I'm having this crab ragoon making party. I'm so excited. Then the annual water gun fight. :) I'm excited.

This song pretty much sums up everything..

Bittersweet Life by My Favorite Highway.

Lonely, stubborn and complacent,
You have insisted on leaving me here.
Writing the same song I started last year.
Lovely conjunctions and phrases,
Plays on a few words that you never meant.
I must have misread all of the signals that
you never sent.

It's a bittersweet life, and it's leaving me a-ok.
It's a bittersweet life,I have loved and lost my heart along the way.

Maybe I could still hold you, or you could call if you feel so inclined.
Please take your time locating whatever you're trying to find.
And maybe it's time to let go, but I'm too scared and so unprepared.
How do I forget every moment in time that we shared?


It's a bittersweet life, and it's leaving me a-ok.
It's a bittersweet life,I have loved and lost my heart along the way.

I'm calling your bluff,
I have toyed with the idea of burning your stuff.
This is so rough, and it's as if deserting me wasn't enough.
Well I've had enough, I'm calling your bluff.


It's a bittersweet life, and it's leaving me a-ok.
It's a bittersweet life,I have loved and lost my heart along the way.

Have you ever..?

Felt so close to someone of the opposite gender, that your past relationship with someone seems like nothing?
I love it. When I talk to this person, I forget everything about it. Even if we do talk about that certain subject about them now with his new girl, I don't seem to care. When I lay here in bed and think about it, I doesn't seem to phase me.
Sign? I hope so. I've had mixed feelings. Like, hate. Not really hate, but immensely dislike. Gah. I nearly have a cow looking at their face. Which kind of sucks, because it's kinda bad. Kinda miss him as a friend though.
But having the ability to talk to this specific person, erases everything about him from my memory. It's amazing.

Tonight I went star trippin' for the first time. Soo fun. I was high on star trippin'. :)
Aaaaaaaand.
I'm so excited for Expressions and City Singers next year. (:
I'm pretty sure you knew, but gaaah. Can't wait to sing. And dance. (:

I made it to..

CITY SINGERS AND VARSITY SINGERS! (:
I'm so excited.
Next year should be better!
It's summer now, and I'm FREE! :D

The End of Sophomore Year.

It still seems to me that I have a whole month of school left to do. I only have one actual day of school left, and 2 final days..which I got out of most of my classes..I only have to take 2 finals, and one of them is just an ice cream party. BAHAHA WHOOOT!
I hate this period of time though, you get all sad..missing all your friends and everything. Sure, you get to sleep in and not learn or do homework, but the friends you get to see everyday for at least 7 hours is the number one thing that I'll miss about school. I just hate that feeling where I'm sitting in bed being bored, with no friends around.
This year has gone by super fast. A lot faster than last year. I remember the beginning of this year I was just like, "Please, let this year be over now.." And now, it's over. It wasn't that bad in the end. Things are starting to perk up, I guess.

Life's Not Always a Walk in the Park.

Gah. Especially in High School.
Today was a...I have no idea how to explain it.
It was sad, miserable, scary, okayish, and great, for the seniors.
I just had the most saddest conversation with somebody a while ago.
Today, I just exploded. As if I were a ticking time bomb. Everything was bottling up and I just randomly exploded and I had no control it.
But I finally got the chance to say what needed to be said.
After that I threw my phone out the window scared for the next reply.
I had 30 minutes to lay down and do my laundry to calm down. Then my curiosity killed me.
It wasn't so bad. But I know that this week is going to be different.

Oh well. I'll be okay. :/

Happy Mother's Day! :)

Title says all. :)

Uhm. Today my mom and I made a lot of egg rolls and crab ragoons. We had a huge lunch. I'm still stuffed. x__x

Little things give me hope.

Today wasn't such a good day.
I've been at home, and I have being home.
When I'm at home in my room working on homework, I tend to think really hard.
It sucks, because most of these thoughts make me sad.
Blah. I thought, maybe if talking to him makes me sad later on, maybe I shouldn't talk to him anymore? I don't know, it just...hurts a lot. And, maybe it will help.
Ugh.
I got a little emotional today because of it.

My brother had his singer choir concert. And when I could hear him, the only loud tenor, it made me smile. This cute adorable toddler was wearing a yellow dress, and she'd look at me and say, "Hi!" millions of times. She looks kinda young for saying hi, but she made my day. I was taking photos of my brother and she wanted to try and grab it, same when I was texting on my phone. It made my day. :)
Then, after I took a shower, I get the same missed call from that same guy. :D
He never leaves voicemails. I called him back, we talked for 12 minutes.
We talked about what we are doing this weekend, because he wants to hang, but I'm busy. I asked him if he could come with us to get our nails done and he was like...okaaaaaay! Bahah. And how I didn't wave back at him when he drove passed my house, I didn't realize it was him. Now I feel bad. :( Hahahaha. I couldn't stop smiling. He's so sweet. I can't wait for summer, because we are going to hang a looot. :)
I'm so glad how fast your mood can change.
I got a marker board and I put it right next to my bed. Now, I won't forget anything. :)
WHOO! :D

El fin. :)

Today,

was a great day.
My friend who was sad and talked to me randomly was in a good mood today.
It's rare to see this person cry, even though I saw it once, but it was nice to see them smile today. This year has been rough for them, and I still feel like Jesus how I made them feel better. Bahaha. :D Okay, maybe nooot Jesus, I shouldn't compliment myself that much. :)

Boys soccer team won today at districts. WHOO.
And, I found out the guy I like only likes me as a friend. ._.
But it's all gooood. He's willing to hang out more, and see what happens.
yay?

I've been blogging a lot recently, but it makes me feel happy inside. :D
Oh and cross your fingers that Katie's little surgery would go well, and that she would be back on Wednesday. :D
And Britney's grandma will be okay with her heart.
Speaking of Britney, she has a b-day party this week.
I'm getting my nails professionally done for the first time. x__x
I'm so excited.

I don't know about you, but..

whenever someone is in a relationship, there is always drama.

And last night, I actually felt bad. But. I made the person feel better.
That's all that matters.

On another note, Phyll and I went to see Guys and Dolls at Lourdes.
We were both checking out the guy a same guy for 45 minutes or so.
I looked in my little booklet to see what his name was, and Phyll pointed at his name.
We siiilently laughed. It was the most awesomest thing ever.
Too bad he goes to Lourdes instead of public. :/ He was cute.'
Like, Taylor Lautner mixed with Leonardo DiCaprio and my ex-boyfriend.
Baha. :D
I have less than a month of school left, and SUMMERRR!

People who mean the most to you,

seem to let you down the hardest.
These kind of people you trust the most.
You want them to stay in your life forever,
and you would never expect them to lie to you,
betray you, or disappoint you.
And when they do either of those, it hurts the most.
But life goes on.

Just a random thought,

but, to me, it's odd to be in love with more than one person.
In High School, I have encountered 76786123 people who cannot choose between 2 people. (Of course, I'm over-exaggerating.) When I know I'm in love someone, which only happened once in my life, I don't focus on other people who are sorta attractive, I show no interest in them. I stay faithful, I keep my attention to one person. When I think about someone leaving me for someone else, it sounds harsh, and I know I wouldn't want to hurt someone like that. If that person claims that they love you, I'm pretty sure that they will expect and care enough that one of the most hurtful thing to do is to like someone else. Someone will be liked more, and the other would just be an option. This is why I think dating shows are over-rated and dumb. I have to admit that I do watch them sometimes in the past, mostly because I laugh at how dumb it can be. It would crush me to watch someone I have feelings for share close and romantic moments with some other person.
I have been hurt like that, most of you all know who read my blog. But just writing down my thoughts about this makes me realize that I was such a fool for being in pain on the inside for over 5 to 6 months. It's okay to be single and like a couple of people, but when you think you really love someone, then flirt with some other person the next, you have a chance to likely fall in love with another person and break someone's heart. Many of my friends have been hurt like this, and I cannot stand it. Knowing how that feeling feels, is terrible, and I don't want my friends to experience that kind of pain.
I know, this post is probably completely random. Recently I've just been thinking about love and stuff. I really really like this guy. I talked to him about my previous problems, and he listens to me hours on end about me being pathetic and complain, and he even understands. Now, I just want something to happen. I want to feel something, it will definitely help me to completely let go of things.
I've talked to my mom about love. She's like, 'Pssssh. You're young. You don't know what you are doing..' But I do know that, love is something that I want in the near future. Sure, I'm young. I just really hope I don't end up getting hurt again, which might happen, but the next time I know I'll be stronger and wiser than before.
I'm just so paranoid about who I tell 'I love you' to next. I'm definitely not going to say it after a 1st month of dating and do stupid stuff after that. This time, I'm going to take it slow.

District Music Contest.

Our band and choir got a 1+. I almost cried of happiness.
I was worried that this would be the year where the 1+'s in a row would fail.
The trumpets forgot their mutes.
Baritones forgot their music, Mr. Olsen was freakin' out, but he kept his cool.
We did pretty well in the end.
Until I saw the results and I was soo happy. :D
Hahaha. I thank the Lord!
Choir also got a 1+. It was Mrs. Stanek's daughter's 1 year birthday right when we did our performance and we sang a song dedicated to her, I almost cried haha. I hate being so emotional! I have babysat her before. She's adorable.
Nebraska City show choir and jazz band also got 1's. My brother is in Auburn right now, and I bet he's going to get a 1 on his solo because he's prettyyy good.
I'm very thankful for our wonderful directors, Mrs. Stanek, Mr. Olsen, and Mr. Sunderman.
Although, Mr. Sunderman is resigning this year. :( I'm sad. He taught me since 5th grade! D:

Okay. So, that's pretty much about it.
Plus, one of my best friends is in Chicago at the moment.
And I miss him very much. :( He'll be back Monday.
That is all. :)
Hope everyone is fine and doing well!
Looooooove! <3

Ughh.

I get so mad when my friends get hurt.

:/

It's almost April Fools Day.

My wireless internet is down. It kind of sucks.
Sooo, I am on the family computer. No more laptop for a while. D:
Things have been good. I have been reading a lot lately.
I'm reading "The Last Song" by Nicholas Sparks. :)
I am not going to watch the movie until I am done with the book, and I'm almost halfway through it. I started reading it yesterday. I love it.
:)

April Fools is coming up. I have no pranks planned..so I am going to be nice this year. :) I'm excited for Easter break. Yaaay no school. :) Then we get out on Tuesday pretty early, thank goodness, because it's April 6th. *cough.* :/ Oh well. Bahaha.


The next couple of weeks should be interesting until summer vacation...
I can't WAIT for summer. And August. :)

The end.
Goodbye. :)

The Maine.

Sooo, there is this band that I found on MySpace.

And listening to only one song of theirs, I realized that I already love this band.
They are called The Maine. One of my favorite songs is, "Into Your Arms."

You guys should check it out them out if you like Indie/Alternative music.
Indie/Alternative = My favoooorite kind of music.

Hope everyone is doing well! Looooooooove!



..
<3

I had a random talk with my Dad today.
And, it made me cry a little. It was sad. :(
It's been a while since I last talked to him.
But hearing the latest news about him was not too good. :/
In fact, it made me feel like a terrible daughter.
I learned a new life lesson today but still the emotions suck.
I hope he will be okay. And I want him to know that I love him no matter how hard it can be today.
:(
I am sad. :(
And that's all I really have to say about today. :/

It's been a while,

since I posted a blog. :P

Uhm. Everything has been okay.
I'm getting my new glasses this weekend.
I only need to wear them part time though. We found out that there's nothing we can do about my lazy eye, which has less power than my other eye. At least it's 20/20, so I can see perfectly fine with my lazy eye. :)
My mom is letting me drive again, my eye doctor says it's okay that I can drive. Yay. :)
Spring Break is coming up. I'm excited. I really need a break from school. x__x Gah.
March Madness was a ton of fuuuuun. This year, we stayed up all night until 6 in the morning, like the usual. But this time I fell asleep on the ride home. Last year, I stayed up until I got home, with Katie laughing like a donkey. ITWASSOHILARIOUS. Haha. Good times. :) We went bowling like usual, and as I went to bowl, I dropped my ball as I was getting ready to swing. BAHA. At least I didn't hurt somebody.. :)

Life has been quite better lately. Not a lot of drama. :) Whoo.
Yesterday my mom and I were talking about our old pets. And I was like D:
I really miss my old cat Angel. I picked her out when I was 8. She was my cat. I miss sleeping with her and cuddling with her, and my brother and I making hilarious videos of her (when we actually got along..) But yeah. I miss her. :( And this was pretty random. Haha. Oh well. (:

Well, I hope everyone who reads this has been doing great! :) Byebye!

An incredible story of mine.

If you're reading this and you never heard of Dare2Share, I hiiiiighly recommend that you should check it out. Seriously.
I've been to a Dare2Share conference 2 times.
Basically, Dare2Share is a gathering where thousands and thousands (about 7,000) teenagers & their youth leaders challenge each other to share the Gospel to people who may or might not believe in Christ. The first day you stay in the Pershing Auditorium for 5 hours, and the next day you stay their all day with breaks to go out to eat somewhere. Their is a Christian band that tags along with the Dare2Share ministries. Greg Stier and Zane Black are mostly the guys who host the gathering.
Each year, I cry. Dare2Share emotionally hits you hard. It's not a bad thing, but it makes me realize soo much each year. Every time I go I feel like a better person at each conference. This year's main topic was about sinning, and one of the sins that I have done has good/bad memories that I don't like to remember to this day. This beginning of the year I have been stressed out all the time, and the stress usually focuses on one main topic, and it sucks. I'm like, "Hey. When is this going to enddddddd?" I mean, I'm doing the right thing here. I'm watching out for my friends, I don't want them to get hurt like the way I have.
So the Dare2Share people gave us this tiiiiny piece of paper. It said, "What is one of the sins that you are most shameful of?" I knew exactly which one. Some of you guys who read my blog may know what sin I am talking about. Ever since I committed that sin everything started to tumble down, and God has been giving me signs that this is what happens when I do something I shouldn't have done. We put it the piece of paper in our pocket for a couple of hours when we did an activity outside of the conference to pick up trash at a school in Lincoln. We came back, Greg told us to take it out. Mentally I had what my shameful sin was on that paper. He told us to rip up that piece of paper into pieces, hold those pieces tightly and pray along with him. I don't remember exactly what he said during that prayer, because everything he said made me cry. But I knew what I was thinking, I was really sorry for what I have done and it has weighed me down ever since I committed that sin. After we prayed, I was still crying. Our youth leader picked up the pieces from my hands and whispered to me that I was forgiven, and I imagined God really telling me that. I have been ashamed for sooo long.
But I realized that it was finally time to let go and move on that day.
And now, I am completely free. It feels so great.
Dare2Share is awesome. It rocks.

I think that there should be more Dare2Share conferences. Many teens would love it.
It's an amazing experience.

Go to http://www.dare2share.org if you want to learn more. :)
That is all. :)
Byebye! :)

Being sick at home. D:

Blah. I'm super bored. I have been throwing up. D:
And yet my parents think I'm crazy for being sick, and being on the internet.
Haha.
Well, I guess things are going okay as of now.
Still got to figure things out and fix stuff.
Yesterday was my Alexandra's 16th birthday. (:
She's getting soooooo OLD. And I'm still 15. >______> UGH.
Anywaaaays, here's what we did.
Ate at McDonald's and did some random shenanigans there.
And we watch the Time Traveler's Wife.
It was my 2nd time watching it, but I still bawled. That movie just tugs on my emotions hahaha. (: It was pretty fuuuuuuun.


Aaaaaaaaaaand.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRAAAAA! :D

Anyways. I think I am going to go back to sleep. :) Hahaha. I hope I can go to school tomorrow.

I HATE

it when boys lie.
And think they can get away with it.
And they go ruin one of my best friends.
...
ugh.

Randomness.

It's snowing and it's cold outside.
Joyous.
Ehh. I'm really hungry. Scalloped potatoes and ham is cooking in the kitchen.
Yum. :)
Last week has been pretty tough, over a ton of various reasons.
But I'm hoping this week will be a better one.
I've been thinking, I need to talk to my friend and set things straight.
And get their mind to work properly.
This friend, is just making dumb choices. :/
It has been stressing me out a whooole lot.
I hope what I have to say will make them think and change a little..
A friend will help me as well.
We're going to do it sometime this week, but I gotta get brave first. :S

Well. Wish me luck. D:

......

Having divorced parents, is hard.
Especially when they don't get along. At all.
I mean, I hate it when they say like, "Don't tell them this." or "Don't tell this blahblahblah." Both of them do that. It drives me insane. I hate keeping secrets from the both of them or I'd get in trouble by either parent.
My emotions about the divorce has been bottled up for years, and it's true.
I barely get to see my Dad like every other daughter gets to everyday.
I'm tired of my mom being stressed out from work trying to support us with our needs
I'm sick of the constant arguments.
And sometimes, I feel like..a terrible daughter. Like, I get in trouble for what I say that's true. They are MY emotions and I cannot control them.
My mom is one of the most wonderful person ever. She has been there for me always. She spends countless hours working so I can just have this laptop that I'm typing with. Even though she can be a pain, and can be really strict about what I do, she cares for me. She wants to protect me and now I understand. My mom is not dumb. I love her. And I don't care what other's think about her.

And my Aunt Lynda. She has been in my position over many situations, and she knows where I'm coming from. I appreciate that she stands up for me. She's a wonderful person. I have respect for her, and now days I barely get to see her, but I miss getting to spend time with her when I was little. I remember going to her little white house here in town, with her hamster. And I remember what her house smelled like. She tried to teach me how to drive on the country road, she taught me how to be more cleaner.

I just really want my family to get along. Where no one hates each other. Because me, Katelyn, is very emotional. It's been a long time since my family just had one thanksgiving with each other, but that won't happen. What I'm trying to say is, I want everyone to get along. And usually no one does. We shouldn't have an excuse where we can just say things about each other. That's wrong. And I'm like, 15? I've been maturing quite early..but if everyone gets along, it will help me and Michael to be less stressed and be happy. We've had our moments where we do wish that our parents were still together.
So, on this post where I said stuff back in December, I got super super stressed like crazy. I had to talk to this person about stuff that involves court and all of that. I hate court. I remember going into court when I was little, and I just bawled because I was scared. It was near Valentine's Day and Mom bought me a bear to comfort me. I was in 3rd grade...terrible experience.
And I don't want to go back there again honestly. And I don't want to hide something from my Mom. She's really important to me.
Pauline, I think she's a really nice lady. I mean, I probably did offend her, but I didn't really say anything really hurtful about her.
See, I had a boyfriend around Easter. It was awesome, it rocked. I was the happiest girl on the Earth. But, he cheated on me. Just like how my dad did to my mom. And it hurt sooooooooooo bad. And now I understand what my mom had to go through. Still today, I hurt.
I just don't know how I am going to handle taking this call. I really hate being sad...

P.S. this blog was not supposed to be hurtful in any way. please don't be offended. it's just my opinion.

SPECIAL THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO SAAAAY. :)

Ahem...
I'd just like to saaay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SELENA ELYSE PETTERS!
AGAIN! :)
It took me a while to put the all the letters in a rainbow haha.

I wish I had a picture with her. D: But, I will get one in August. :) WHOO!
I think this is a pretty picture of her though. :3

I hope she has a wonderful day. She's the awesomest person ever. She's helped me a lot to the point where I just feel better about myself. And I really appreciate everything that she has done for me. :)



Anywaaaaaays. The past weeks have been confusing, but a lot better now. :D Today Britney and I had a lot of fun in the library for study hall hahahahaha. We made a random HILARIOUS card for Ammon. I called him a 'CHI-MO', (inside joke) and Britney drew a piece of poop on the back of the card. O___O Why? I have nooooo idea. But, we're weird like that. And he appreciated the card. :) But I had a weird creepy laugh when I gave it to him. x___x

Other random things, is I am starting to go back to my regular church again. :) The last time I went, I was happy. I missed everyone there, and everyone missed me. It was an awesome experience to be back again. I'm just going to go there from here on out, even if I have to go alone. My mom has been stressed about me looking through waaaay too many churches.
But this Sunday I am going to church with the Kunz's. :D

Well. If I don't post on Valentine's Day, HAPPY EARLY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE. :)
Imma eatin' pizza rolls and they are yummy. :D I have "Imma Be" by the Blackeyed Peas stuck in my head. I blame it on Savannah. >______> Hahaha.

Well. This is it. Goodbye. :)

<3 LOOOOOOOOOOOVE!

Everything is better. :)

I think things are okay now.
Which makes Katelyn happy! =D
Soo. Selena turns 15 this Saturday. I am excited.
I sent her present days ago.
I joined this neopet site that Phyll suggested me to. Haha.
The Super Bowl was probably my biggest sad thing this week.
I wanted the Colts to win. D: But. Oh well.
I'm not a huge fan of either teams but psssht.
Uhh. So I found things that I have lost. I have lost my:
MP3
Earphones
Camera bag
Memory card to my camera
And for a while I lost my control to my emotions. D:
Well. I found all. Cept my MP3. >___> I lived without it for a week.
DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS? D:
So I rely on my laptop for music but I want to listen to my MP3 player before I go to bed. .___.
Sad sad. D:

Well, I guess that's all for now. :)

















P.S. I cannot wait for August. :)

Disappointment...

Drama has gotten a lot worse.
I'm disappointed now. :(
I want to go somewhere else. Like, nao.
I feel bad. I tried my hardest to protect someone, but I wasn't good enough to help. I knew this would happen.
I hope you are okay. I don't know what happened...
This person, does not even care that he has hurt 3 people already...
and we were all close friends to him.
Is it worth to lose 3 friends over love?
Love isn't even worth it, it seems like these days. :/
I want to be happy again. :(

Good news , and the bad.

Sooo. A lot has happened these past two days.
An old friend of mine and I are finally talking! WHOO!
We got into a fight last April that was icky.
She blew up in my face about how mad she was about this conflict that I was mad about too. And I started bawlingw because, this whoooole situation that I have to deal with is really hard, and I was quite hormonal at the time.
We started talking about it, and even helped each other out. It made me quite happy because this friend was my best friend back then. It's all my fault why the personal connection broke off for a while. :/
But, it's all in the past. No I'm just going to try to build that friendship back up again. :)

The bad. Ugh. This other girl, will not be my friend again because I've hurt her. And it's all sooo confusing because she thinks that I 'stole' him from her. I didn't. She even told me how she felt, that she lost feelings about him..and I believed in it. And I couldn't help myself from what I felt inside at that time. So, I followed what my heart yearned for, because I've wanted it for sooo long. Then, out of no where her feelings come back. I was like, WTF?! And she got into a fight with me. ._____. The next day I felt too crappy to go to school.
I said I was sorry recently. She didn't even say she forgave me. All that she said is "I can't be friends with her again."
........
You know how crappy I feel now? THIS IS ALL B.S.
It's not all my fault. She should be healed now.
What I want to do is, just get along and have peace and harmony between me and her. These past months have been crap.
Other bad news is I'm busy this weekend, and I can't go with Phyll. :(
I feel bad. But, I have been doing a lot of stuff with her, and I also feel bad for my family because they barely get to see me anymore because I don't see them in the morning, and I barely see them after school. It's nice to be at home and relax, and finish my homework.
I can't find my mp3 player. :/
I have a playing test for my flute tomorrow. Ugh. I hope I do okay, but I'm pretty good at the flute, sooo..I should be okay.
And. I get to hang out with my 'old-new' friend tomorrow. I am excited. :3

Time with the Mormons. :)

Sooo, yesterday I got to REALLY know the new missionaries. (Well, Elder Stahn, not so new..)
Elder Clay is probably my favorite missionary, EVER.
He makes me laugh. He reminds me of Elder Charlesworth, and I miss him a lot. D:
Elder Charlesworth reminded me of Superman. I was like. OHMYGOSH. x___x
Then, I tend to be super shy around Elder Stahn. It's probably because he's so EFFING GORGEOUS.
Then, I went to a youth activity with Hannah and Ammon today. We played volleyball, and I ran and jumped onto the stage, my knee hit the floor sooo hard. At first, I thought I was just going to get a bruise. Until 30 minutes later it started to REALLY hurt while I walked. I think I dislocated it, or something. I tried bending it a while ago, and it made cracking noise. I'M SCARED. D:
Oh, and I changed my font. :)
Heather was giving away some clothes, and I saw an "All You Need Is Love" shirt. I got it. I'm stoked. I love The Beatles. :)
My youth leader is going to talk to my friend tomorrow. x__x
I'm so scared. Cross your fingers. Because this week at school, may be super awkward for me. Ugh.
So. I was in the guidance office getting someone's number, she walked in, along with her 'new friend' *coughcough.* And, she walked out when she saw me. And he just stood there and followed her. It made me sad. :(
It's so immature. But, it really does hurt a lot. This girl was my best friend way back then. It's hard seeing change, and knowing that she may hate me. I just want her to know that I'm really sorry, and it's coming from my heart, and it's just not to make me feel better.
This whole thing needs to end. I'm sick of it.
GAH. I changed the subject...

Well. I guess that's all I have to say. :)
This blog post is like bipolar. So, sorry. :P
I'm going to clean my room now.
So. Tah tah for now! :)

I really love this song.

The Scientist by Coldplay.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry.
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' in tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin' at numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles, Chasin' tails
Comin' back as we are

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.

I'm goin' back to the start.

I have...

a sore throat. D:

My weekend was pretty awesome. And cold.
Our youth group went ice skating! I didn't fall down once!
I even texted while I was ice skating, and made a video. Hahaha.
I'm going job huntin'. :)
It's 3:50..and I'm still in my pajamas. .____. jeez.
I need to get dressed lol.

P.S. I loooove making new friends! :D

My blog,

is undertaking surgery.


So, if it looks odd, I'm working on it.


Okay?

-Katelyn. :D

photography and stuff.

These past snow days are starting to get ridiculous. So, what I really spent my time on was staying in bed. And spending time on the internet. I'm not really done with Tuesday's homework, and it's Saturday. Hahaha. Well, I took some winter photography photos.

I love this yellow truck. :)

These past days I have been thinking a lot about my situation, again. My feelings get sooo confusing about it. Some days, I'm happy and thankful for everyone and everything that has been in my life, and helped me through the worst problem I've had. Things have been getting more, harder for me. But, I know I can do this. I have to do it. I'm not letting that person ever bring me down...

Well. I have another New Year's resolution, but I don't know how that will turn out. I want to apologize to a certain old friend. I was wrong, and she was right. And she deserves my apology, I'm just afraid if she'll reject it like the last time. I just want to get on with life and take control of it....I think I am going to do it soon.

Wish me luck. I'll need it. D:

But on the bright side, I've been feeling pretty good about myself. :) I'm feeling pretty confident.

Dear Selena,

I wish you were here so I can give you a hug.
Seriously. I can't thank you enough.

I loves you sister!

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Luff, Kaaaatelynnnn. (: