I find it crazy how the worst day of my life was a year ago. Or, just about. Tomorrow is actually the anniversary of that day.
Every blog that I wrote about that pain, I am sorry for all of you who read them. It must of been annoying reading me rant. Even if you don't read my blogs, I'm sorry.
I've deleted each and everyone of them. Almost, I think..and I've read them before I deleted them. I was so ridiculous bahaha.
It's upsetting to remember that day, but when I look at myself, and see how much I've learned and grown from that, it makes me feel grateful. But then again, I worry about it. Simply because you never know what might happen this year. Especially when you are trapped in high school. Tons of drama and nastiness always happens.
But mostly I'm glad that it's been a year. It shows me how this mistake has made me into a much stronger person. They make me who I am today.
I just gotta stay strong though. It's a scary thought. Even when it means to remove this person from my emotions completely.
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