Good news , and the bad.

Sooo. A lot has happened these past two days.
An old friend of mine and I are finally talking! WHOO!
We got into a fight last April that was icky.
She blew up in my face about how mad she was about this conflict that I was mad about too. And I started bawlingw because, this whoooole situation that I have to deal with is really hard, and I was quite hormonal at the time.
We started talking about it, and even helped each other out. It made me quite happy because this friend was my best friend back then. It's all my fault why the personal connection broke off for a while. :/
But, it's all in the past. No I'm just going to try to build that friendship back up again. :)

The bad. Ugh. This other girl, will not be my friend again because I've hurt her. And it's all sooo confusing because she thinks that I 'stole' him from her. I didn't. She even told me how she felt, that she lost feelings about him..and I believed in it. And I couldn't help myself from what I felt inside at that time. So, I followed what my heart yearned for, because I've wanted it for sooo long. Then, out of no where her feelings come back. I was like, WTF?! And she got into a fight with me. ._____. The next day I felt too crappy to go to school.
I said I was sorry recently. She didn't even say she forgave me. All that she said is "I can't be friends with her again."
........
You know how crappy I feel now? THIS IS ALL B.S.
It's not all my fault. She should be healed now.
What I want to do is, just get along and have peace and harmony between me and her. These past months have been crap.
Other bad news is I'm busy this weekend, and I can't go with Phyll. :(
I feel bad. But, I have been doing a lot of stuff with her, and I also feel bad for my family because they barely get to see me anymore because I don't see them in the morning, and I barely see them after school. It's nice to be at home and relax, and finish my homework.
I can't find my mp3 player. :/
I have a playing test for my flute tomorrow. Ugh. I hope I do okay, but I'm pretty good at the flute, sooo..I should be okay.
And. I get to hang out with my 'old-new' friend tomorrow. I am excited. :3