Little things give me hope.

Today wasn't such a good day.
I've been at home, and I have being home.
When I'm at home in my room working on homework, I tend to think really hard.
It sucks, because most of these thoughts make me sad.
Blah. I thought, maybe if talking to him makes me sad later on, maybe I shouldn't talk to him anymore? I don't know, it just...hurts a lot. And, maybe it will help.
Ugh.
I got a little emotional today because of it.

My brother had his singer choir concert. And when I could hear him, the only loud tenor, it made me smile. This cute adorable toddler was wearing a yellow dress, and she'd look at me and say, "Hi!" millions of times. She looks kinda young for saying hi, but she made my day. I was taking photos of my brother and she wanted to try and grab it, same when I was texting on my phone. It made my day. :)
Then, after I took a shower, I get the same missed call from that same guy. :D
He never leaves voicemails. I called him back, we talked for 12 minutes.
We talked about what we are doing this weekend, because he wants to hang, but I'm busy. I asked him if he could come with us to get our nails done and he was like...okaaaaaay! Bahah. And how I didn't wave back at him when he drove passed my house, I didn't realize it was him. Now I feel bad. :( Hahahaha. I couldn't stop smiling. He's so sweet. I can't wait for summer, because we are going to hang a looot. :)
I'm so glad how fast your mood can change.
I got a marker board and I put it right next to my bed. Now, I won't forget anything. :)
WHOO! :D

El fin. :)