Soooo....

My life has been crazy like I said, and everyone else's life around me.
People are sad. When people are sad, Katelyn is not okay. Katelyn gets sad.
Like this -----> )':
But, when I look at my life, and compare mine to others, I'm like, WOW.
I'm pretty pathetic. x____x I should shut uuup when it comes to me. Baha.
But, that fact does help me to get over with my own problems. Which is now making me stronger at this moment, I'm getting over that 'something' in great progress. SAAYY WHAT?!
Ohhhh yeaah. I effin' raaaaaawk. :P

Selena,
I really wish I could do something to make everything better. Fo serious.
Right now I feel completely helpless because I have noo idea what to do and I am like, 1,000 miles away.
All that I can do, is just be there for you through sadness and the hard times. And pray. Lots and lots. ♥ Jesus loooves you! :D
Try not to focus on the bad things. I know it's hard, because I doing tried that before. And yet I still think of the bad things, no matter what. We can't help it at all. What I do, is I let all the grief out. Don't hold it in. That just makes it waaaay worse. Been there. D: My youth leader told me to let all the grief out. Although, it did take a while for me to be in the okay stage.
Try to be optimistic.
Look at the good in life of what you have now. Whatever else that makes brings you down, stay away from. Avoid those things. Try building yourself back up. There's always something out there that can hurt you even more on top of all of this. Be cautious. Anything can happen.
I will try my best with what I can do. Everything will be okay. It can't rain forever. The sun will shine through with a purttyyy rainbow. :)
I'm your sister, you help me, and I'll help you my dear. :)

___________________________

And, other random things. My friend came back from the mental hospital. It's upsetting. Even she's sad. And her ex LOVES me. O___O But. I'm not ready to be in a relationship again. Actually, I don't want to be. I'm nooooot dating him after what he's done to my friend honestly. Even what she's had done to bug the crap out of other people's religious opinions. It doesn't really seem to bother me. All that I know is my religion is my own, hers is hers, and she can't change it. No matter how much she can trash talk about it. But whatever. She's my friend. I don't like leaving people out in the cold. I probably wouldn't date this guy anyways.
Also I am quite disappointed with another friend. Soo many reasons, I don't know what I should say. When I see her, I don't even want to talk to her anymore. And in the inside I'm like AHHHHHHHHHHHH. I wanna RIP her hair out. x___x
I need to get ungrounded. And get my phone back. Seriously. I miss it. ):
And I need to stop procrastinating. Time for homework.

UGH. And for you, teenage life. You suuuck. I hate you. Stop hurting my friends and I. Or I'll have shoot you in the head. >_______>