Family issues.

I really hope that when I get older I won't have to deal with a divorce or general family issues.
Not that I'm being selfish or anything, I just don't want my children to go through the pain I've been through.
It's not all my familys' fault for what has happened...it just happens. But sometimes I think that no one seems to know the way that Michael and I feel. Every child wants a normal family. No fights, no sadness. I love my enlarged family, I really do. But the fighting..and every one telling their opinions to me and expect them for me to pick a side. :(
I'm trying to encourage everyone to forgive and forget, but no one seems to. I don't know.
Well. I got myself some coffee and chocolate. It seems to help. I miss those times where my dad's side of the family is there for Christmas. And I mean everyone. I haven't seen my aunt in almost a year and I don't think I deserve something like that. :/ I know wer'e always busy. But it sounds nice to see everyone. I miss everyone. And I'm NEVER going forget about everyone because that's not the right thing to do at all.