Total Fail.

Well, there is the end of that phase..

This week I realized that I've been wasting my years in high scool. Either I'm really sad over a past memory long ago, or finding myself pre-occupied by some random guy. High school is about finding yourself. No wonder why mine of my friends never ever dates yet. All my other friends, have someone. But is that really going to affect me from being happy? No. As long as they are still there for me, I dont mind. I have to admit I get myself carried away at times.

By the way, who gets on blogspit these days?!

Family issues.

I really hope that when I get older I won't have to deal with a divorce or general family issues.
Not that I'm being selfish or anything, I just don't want my children to go through the pain I've been through.
It's not all my familys' fault for what has happened...it just happens. But sometimes I think that no one seems to know the way that Michael and I feel. Every child wants a normal family. No fights, no sadness. I love my enlarged family, I really do. But the fighting..and every one telling their opinions to me and expect them for me to pick a side. :(
I'm trying to encourage everyone to forgive and forget, but no one seems to. I don't know.
Well. I got myself some coffee and chocolate. It seems to help. I miss those times where my dad's side of the family is there for Christmas. And I mean everyone. I haven't seen my aunt in almost a year and I don't think I deserve something like that. :/ I know wer'e always busy. But it sounds nice to see everyone. I miss everyone. And I'm NEVER going forget about everyone because that's not the right thing to do at all.