Ickiness.

Today has been a not so good day. There is no exact reason why.
It's just..around that time of month I guess.
In City Singers I teared up because Nick and Mayme was so cute. And I missed someone from my work and I cried. D:
And out of no where I saw sparks coming out of the ceiling. o___O
I thought I was going crazy.
Then, after that, I was just sad the whole rest of the day.
I don't know why, honestly. I swear it isn't what everyone thinks it is.
Blaah. Now I have to work.
And get up early while everyone gets to sleep in. -___-
Theeeen! Band road trip to Grand Island! :D
SO STOKED!

p.s. Heather Kunz! Thanks for the comment. :)

awkwardness.

I find it stupid when people like more than one person.
They are like, "Oh, I love my boyfriend/girlfriend!" And.. "I'm stuck in a dilemma...I like him too..."
First off, you "love" your boyfriend? I don't mean to be mean about it, but I hate cheaters, or people who just flirt.
I just hate when people get hurt by cheaters, I felt it before. Then it reminds me of it...and that's not good. I'm still effected by it today.
But, seriously. If you are ever caught in something like this, figure it out. Stick with the one you "love", or hurt someone in the end. :/
If you choose the last option, have fun trying to fix the friendship.
IIIIII am not really talking to the last person who hurt me. It sucks.
I wish I was still a part of their life. But hey, life goes on, and it helps me to grow up.
If you are in this situation, the one who is hurting and knows about it, get out of it or talk with that person. Please. I don't want to see any frowny faces about relationships. It makes Katelyn sad. :( Haha.
Blah. What's with me and this person..I am so pathetic.

1 Year.

I find it crazy how the worst day of my life was a year ago. Or, just about. Tomorrow is actually the anniversary of that day.
Every blog that I wrote about that pain, I am sorry for all of you who read them. It must of been annoying reading me rant. Even if you don't read my blogs, I'm sorry.
I've deleted each and everyone of them. Almost, I think..and I've read them before I deleted them. I was so ridiculous bahaha.

It's upsetting to remember that day, but when I look at myself, and see how much I've learned and grown from that, it makes me feel grateful. But then again, I worry about it. Simply because you never know what might happen this year. Especially when you are trapped in high school. Tons of drama and nastiness always happens.

But mostly I'm glad that it's been a year. It shows me how this mistake has made me into a much stronger person. They make me who I am today.
I just gotta stay strong though. It's a scary thought. Even when it means to remove this person from my emotions completely.

Being back at school.

It isn't as bad as I thought it would be.
All the same crap is happening, but basically throughout this summer I taught myself how to ignore it, and as long as that person is happy, then it's all good.
They don't need me, and I don't really need a friend like that either.
Soo..sooner or later, the whole friendship thing will simply die away.

But I just need the strength to move on, and never look back.

Update!

Okay, so I finally made it to blogspot! It's been a while, and there is a lot to update about.
On August 21st I finally got to meet Selena! :DDDDD It was awesome. Carlos and I drove up there and picked her up from the hotel she was staying at. We went to the Westroads mall, and thankfully we didn't get shot (hahaha) and it took forever to find the food court. Carlos didn't know where he was going haha and then I just finally found it. :D HAHAHA I felt awesome. We only got drinks, and I felt like a retard when I got my drink haha. x__x
We came here to Nebraska City. Carlos ran over a raccoon on accident. It was just sitting there chillin' in the middle and then BAM. He got ran over. And we felt it go underneath the car. BAHAHAHA.
After that we had to get Selena's necklace. It took a while. No one was there at the house at first. We went over to my house to get socks and my mom freaked when I told her that I'd be home late to take Selena back to the hotel. It was funny hahahaha.:P We went to pick up Alex too. Then we went bowling. I lost by a landslide. :/ Haha I suck at bowling. Selena and Carlos were pretty good at it! But I just sucked. D: Finally people were at the household that had Selena's necklace. We got it. And our stomachs hurted really bad. :/ But after that, I felt better. We took Alex back and then we had to take Selena back to the hotel. :( It was a sad, sad moment. I felt crappy when we went back home haha. The ride home was scary though. The gas was down low. It was really foggy out. At one point the windows fogged up. I freaked out. It was dark and D: But we got home safely haha. At least I wasn't the one driving haha. It was a fun day. :) I can't wait until the next time that Selena visits. :D

I finally got a job not too long after that. I applied for a position in the dining room at the Lied Center and I got one. I bus tables and stuff. Basically you get the plates that the customers are done with and put them in the dish washing pile, clean off tables when the customers are done, re-set them in the professional dining way, put the little folded napkins in the glasses, fold the napkins, put the dirty linens in the linen closet, stock the ice bucket with more ice, polish knives, double fork tables near the end of the shift along with the B&B plates, and vacuum at the end. It isn't so bad. Even though my feet kill afterwards. It's a good job. It pays, and it's also good exercise. I have a lot of good friends who work with me as bussers. There is Corey, Bailey, and Dan. The servers are nice as well. I got $9 in tips today. I wasn't supposed to work today but I got called in 2 hours before it opened and I went anyways. I was the only busser. It took a very long time to set tables with out a partner. But I got the job done. Even though I felt bad because the servers help me out picking up plates when they didn't have anything else to do. Also, I have a nickname. My nickname is Lamb Chop. Dan gave it to me. He noticed that I set the tables so gently and everything that the little lamb song game into his head and he was like, "Katelyn is a little lamb, little lamb.." ect. Then, lamb chop came into mind. Haha, so every time I work with him I'll here a "What's up Lamb Chop!" :D hahaah. It's soo funny. :)
I think that's about it.
Oh, yesterday I went to Lincoln with Katie to get her hair done at the College of hair design with Megan. She got her top layers bleached. It looks studly. But it took 2 times to bleach it. It's not to the official color that she wants it but it will get there later on. We went to Chili's afterwards and her mom and I was laughing hardcore and I don't even know why. It was hilarious. I love her mom haha. 8 at night her mom wanted to get a new phone at Verizon. Like Verizon would be open at 8! It was soo funny she just came back in the car and she was like, it's closed ahaha. Then after we were done Katie and I sang songs all the way until we got home. We rolled down the windows on the highway and yelled "I'M UGLY AND I'M PROUD!" It was a fun night. There was thunderstorms too. The lightning illuminated the night sky to make it look like it was 3 pm. Theeen we went home. And I fell asleep.
Well that's it. It's getting too long hahaha. :P Well bye bye!