Good news , and the bad.

Sooo. A lot has happened these past two days.
An old friend of mine and I are finally talking! WHOO!
We got into a fight last April that was icky.
She blew up in my face about how mad she was about this conflict that I was mad about too. And I started bawlingw because, this whoooole situation that I have to deal with is really hard, and I was quite hormonal at the time.
We started talking about it, and even helped each other out. It made me quite happy because this friend was my best friend back then. It's all my fault why the personal connection broke off for a while. :/
But, it's all in the past. No I'm just going to try to build that friendship back up again. :)

The bad. Ugh. This other girl, will not be my friend again because I've hurt her. And it's all sooo confusing because she thinks that I 'stole' him from her. I didn't. She even told me how she felt, that she lost feelings about him..and I believed in it. And I couldn't help myself from what I felt inside at that time. So, I followed what my heart yearned for, because I've wanted it for sooo long. Then, out of no where her feelings come back. I was like, WTF?! And she got into a fight with me. ._____. The next day I felt too crappy to go to school.
I said I was sorry recently. She didn't even say she forgave me. All that she said is "I can't be friends with her again."
........
You know how crappy I feel now? THIS IS ALL B.S.
It's not all my fault. She should be healed now.
What I want to do is, just get along and have peace and harmony between me and her. These past months have been crap.
Other bad news is I'm busy this weekend, and I can't go with Phyll. :(
I feel bad. But, I have been doing a lot of stuff with her, and I also feel bad for my family because they barely get to see me anymore because I don't see them in the morning, and I barely see them after school. It's nice to be at home and relax, and finish my homework.
I can't find my mp3 player. :/
I have a playing test for my flute tomorrow. Ugh. I hope I do okay, but I'm pretty good at the flute, sooo..I should be okay.
And. I get to hang out with my 'old-new' friend tomorrow. I am excited. :3

Time with the Mormons. :)

Sooo, yesterday I got to REALLY know the new missionaries. (Well, Elder Stahn, not so new..)
Elder Clay is probably my favorite missionary, EVER.
He makes me laugh. He reminds me of Elder Charlesworth, and I miss him a lot. D:
Elder Charlesworth reminded me of Superman. I was like. OHMYGOSH. x___x
Then, I tend to be super shy around Elder Stahn. It's probably because he's so EFFING GORGEOUS.
Then, I went to a youth activity with Hannah and Ammon today. We played volleyball, and I ran and jumped onto the stage, my knee hit the floor sooo hard. At first, I thought I was just going to get a bruise. Until 30 minutes later it started to REALLY hurt while I walked. I think I dislocated it, or something. I tried bending it a while ago, and it made cracking noise. I'M SCARED. D:
Oh, and I changed my font. :)
Heather was giving away some clothes, and I saw an "All You Need Is Love" shirt. I got it. I'm stoked. I love The Beatles. :)
My youth leader is going to talk to my friend tomorrow. x__x
I'm so scared. Cross your fingers. Because this week at school, may be super awkward for me. Ugh.
So. I was in the guidance office getting someone's number, she walked in, along with her 'new friend' *coughcough.* And, she walked out when she saw me. And he just stood there and followed her. It made me sad. :(
It's so immature. But, it really does hurt a lot. This girl was my best friend way back then. It's hard seeing change, and knowing that she may hate me. I just want her to know that I'm really sorry, and it's coming from my heart, and it's just not to make me feel better.
This whole thing needs to end. I'm sick of it.
GAH. I changed the subject...

Well. I guess that's all I have to say. :)
This blog post is like bipolar. So, sorry. :P
I'm going to clean my room now.
So. Tah tah for now! :)

I really love this song.

The Scientist by Coldplay.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry.
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' in tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin' at numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles, Chasin' tails
Comin' back as we are

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.

I'm goin' back to the start.

I have...

a sore throat. D:

My weekend was pretty awesome. And cold.
Our youth group went ice skating! I didn't fall down once!
I even texted while I was ice skating, and made a video. Hahaha.
I'm going job huntin'. :)
It's 3:50..and I'm still in my pajamas. .____. jeez.
I need to get dressed lol.

P.S. I loooove making new friends! :D

My blog,

is undertaking surgery.


So, if it looks odd, I'm working on it.


Okay?

-Katelyn. :D

photography and stuff.

These past snow days are starting to get ridiculous. So, what I really spent my time on was staying in bed. And spending time on the internet. I'm not really done with Tuesday's homework, and it's Saturday. Hahaha. Well, I took some winter photography photos.

I love this yellow truck. :)

These past days I have been thinking a lot about my situation, again. My feelings get sooo confusing about it. Some days, I'm happy and thankful for everyone and everything that has been in my life, and helped me through the worst problem I've had. Things have been getting more, harder for me. But, I know I can do this. I have to do it. I'm not letting that person ever bring me down...

Well. I have another New Year's resolution, but I don't know how that will turn out. I want to apologize to a certain old friend. I was wrong, and she was right. And she deserves my apology, I'm just afraid if she'll reject it like the last time. I just want to get on with life and take control of it....I think I am going to do it soon.

Wish me luck. I'll need it. D:

But on the bright side, I've been feeling pretty good about myself. :) I'm feeling pretty confident.

Dear Selena,

I wish you were here so I can give you a hug.
Seriously. I can't thank you enough.

I loves you sister!

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Luff, Kaaaatelynnnn. (: