R.I.P. agaaaain!

Now, my phone has officially died.
The poor little old phone has been beaten to death every time I have dropped it.
Heather already knows that it's been weird lately hahaha. :P
And now, to get revenge, the screen is jacked up.
Aaand maybe I am getting a new phone, that's crappy. But I don't care. I just want to text to my friends. But the phone I might get will have a camera on it. HAHAHAHA YESSS.

soo. when i get a job. this is what i need to save up for: laptop, and a car. and maybe a phone with an actual plan..but that comes later on.
and of course. i need to save up for college.

ohh dear.

new obsession

One day I started to curl my hair.
And now I love it. I finally got it right. I've been doing it everyday now.

Soooo. My friend is getting trying her man back. And this weekend she's gonna see him. They still like each other an all. At Hannah's party I'm going to curl her hair that morning and get her all prettied up. :D I'm so excited. I hope she gets her man back. ;) Hahaha.

Uhhhm. Well. My birthday is coming up. I'm still uncertain of what I'm getting. :S The laptop needs to wait..I want a new iPod touch like my bro's..and school clothes.

Ohh and when I turn 16 I'm going to the DMV and going to Dairy Queen to apply for a job. They are hiring for on my birthday. :) Sooo hopefully I get it?! I need to save money for college and a new computer darnet! Oh, and a car and a new phone. :/ geez. Life is so expensive when you think about it..
Other than that, everything is awesome.
That's all I have to say now. :)
night night. :)

R.I.P.

My laptop has been officially broken. :(
Uggghh. Well. There's another thing on my birthday wish list. :|

VBS!

I looooved it! Yet, I'm so sad that it's all over, and now I have all of the kid's songs in my head. I miss my kids from my crew already.
Watching them learn about God and getting excited for each day for VBS makes me feel so great. This year I actually got better at handling the kids a lot better. Haha, looks like I'm getting better at it! Yet I'm still terrified because of that one time they started to run off in the woods at girl scout camp. D:
I'm excited to sleep in! Except for tomorrow, expressions car wash. :/

Ugh.

Also. 24 days until I turn 16. Yay! I dunno if I'm getting a car soon but I really hope I do. We need a little help at getting one hahaha.
Aaand. 30 days for Selena to get to Nebraska! :D aldkjfa;lkfjaskljf
yessss.
This is all I have to say.
Bye! :D

So maybe I'm not uploading the videos? Gah. Blogspot takes a long time to upload them. Maybe I'll just go with youtube? Haha.
Summer has been okay.
Yesterday I dyed my hair dark mahogany brown. It mostly looks brown, but in the light, you can see liiiittle hints of burgundy. I want it more redder. But I'm just experimenting before school starts. :D
Everyday I get really excited for my mom to get home at 3:30. I've been feeling quite attatched to her lately haha, and it's almost time for her to get home! :D I'm excited.
WAIT. I hear the door opening! :D MY MOMMY'S HOME!
Kay I'm going now haha.
Bye! :D

FAIL

I tried uploading videos on here, but it didn't work.
It's getting pretty late though. I'm going to bed now.
I'll try tomorrow hahaha.

Being confuzzled. >__>

Is not a good thing. Gah I'm always confused.
Not just about simple things in life where my friends say that I belong on the short bus since I'm dumb bahahahaha.
It's about..life in general. The harder things about life.
I'm always conscious if everyone who meant something to me just goes out and walks right out the door. Most of the people who have ran out, I know why they did.
I believe that I do make things more complicated than they already are for things to be fair, or just to help out for someone.
Right now I just have a fear for losing people that mean a lot to me. If everything is so difficult..they are worth keeping. I'm not all that special though.
I just really want someone to tell me what I done right or wrong, because honestly..I don't know what's right or wrong these days. It's like I'm stuck in the middle. :/



This has been a Debby Downer post. It's just a thought that needs to be released.

My best friend is leaving for a monthhh! :(
Arrrrrrgh.
Hm. Well, anyways. I had an awesome time at my dad's house.
I lit fireworks for the first time bahaha. And firecrackers. I would have never touched firecrackers, but I did it! And I didn't blow off my fingers either! Haha. I miss my little sister a lot right now. D:
On Thursday I'm going to World's of Fun/Ocean's of Fun.
I. Am. So. Excited.
:D